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Have you ever felt like you're getting older and still you don't know where to go, what path to take or simply what you wanted to prove to yourself?
Well, if that is so, then "Welcome Aboard, Mate!"
When I was a little girl, I had lotsa high dreams. I love arts, and that is what my happiness was all about. But life's tragic, and everything I wanted was way too luxurious to achieve--so, I have to understand, accept and be just plain practical. That's when I have start thinking that a career with arts is not for me after all.
And now, at 22, I'm a Food Tech Graduate from Xavier University-Ateneo de Cagayan, I may not be a top student but I have numbers of achievements to be proud of--yet, I still feel incomplete.
Just this April 2013, I have decided to start my pace on my 1st love--and that's nothing else but drawing, coloring, sketching and the like. And I feel light-hearted whenever I finish a piece of my work. That contentment, that satisfaction, the solitude I feel whenever I'm alone with just my sketchpad and pens, and coloring stuffs. Nothing else. I never dreamt of being rich, having 50 Porsches, or a building-like house, but I dreamt of being HAPPY and CONTENT. Nothing more, nothing else.
It just makes me sad waking up each day and no one ever notices how I feel, how much I crave for that feeling of contentment. That feeling of nothing to worry about because I am happy. I have been trying so hard to find ways to go to School again for the sake of Arts, (I'll die with a troubled soul if I can't achieve that diploma), I still dream that I'll be able to have a job related to my passion. I believe that I was born to share what God had blessed me. I ain't just any Self-taught Artist, I am a blessed & gifted artist, that is two different thing, very different.
And so now, I'm not giving up, I know that if there's a will, there will always be a way no matter how cruel the world will be.
Random Thought: Appreciate
I joined Deviantart a year ago. There was this one artist I admire, 'til this day, actually.
I created an account to post comments, send an appreciation note and the like.
It inspired me to go back to arts and enjoy the fulfilling feelings and
contentment each time I finish one, which is very rare for my temperamental
mood. lol
But those notes sent were just... ignored. Sometimes, when you're a fan, a little
thank you would be enough. "Prolly, s/he's just busy, or prolly s/he's just
not a reply-to-every comment type of person", I've thought. Whatever the reason is, it is something
I have been trying so hard NOT to imitate.
Each fa
I feel at home in DA!
Yes, I feel happy whenever I get the chance to log-in. lol
Seriously, there is never a day I come here and check my account, so if you don't hear anything from me, I must have jumped off from a cliff! :D
DA had been my inspiration-sanctuary, and I love everything about it. From the things I see and the artist's description on why or how they did their works up to reading fun poems from literary-geniuses around here.
Yes, this place is my haven, though I may not upload much of my works (I don't have a scanner as of the moment, unlike before) but I still continue doing my craft. And, I have diverted into new style since I have started readin
I got tagged :)
I was tagged by ~Makaaa24 (https://www.deviantart.com/makaaa24).
Rules:
1.) You must post these rules
2.) Answer the ten questions the person who tagged you made and make up your own 10 questions for the people you tag to answer.
3.) Choose ten people and put their icons on this journal
4.) Go to their pages and inform them that they have been TAGGED!
5.) Not something stupid like 'you are tagged you read this.'
6.) You have to legitimately tag 10 people
7.) No tag-backs.
8.) Can't say, no tags9.) Everyone that has been TAGGED must make a journal entry.
Questions:
1. What's your favorite color?
I have lots... hmmm.. this is hard.. Okay. I basically love Orange! Like t
Art Thief
It's quite depressing people doing this just to gain attention.
I'm not really worried for myself since I have noticed we're not on the same "genre". He's more like a hunter x hunter fan.
I was into this group in facebook and one of my co-member seeks for help. His works (more posted on the group rather in DA) were uploaded by: http://sting2410.deviantart.com on DA, erased every signature, and claims that it's "his". Even made a journal that "someone else" claims his works and it's actually the OWNER: http://reshiin.deviantart.com . Justin (Owner) just made this account yesterday to hopefully warn the other (the profile picture was not eve
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